Thoughts at 1am

Often times I wonder how we met?
Why we met?
And out of all the people that exists
What brought the two of us together?
When we were shattered and broken...

Tonight I read an open book
Thoughts rambled like my tummy
Haywire and in all directions
Unstoppable with so many questions

I hate surprises and I hate that thought too
A Chirpy voice that sends eerie goosebumps
A Woman with no self dignity
Falter to only acting and the news

Unknown is how I choose to remain
But I know more than just a little of it all
Truth scanned in words before me
And before I even began...

Thoughts at 1 am
Insomnia as I like to call this feeling
Doubts, anger, hatred of the night
Silently triggers the hidden nerves

I know not of you
But I surely do not seem pleased of you
Thoughts cannot escape so lingers
Poisoning my mind from all I ever protected

Ignore and dont let it mould me
For any of this knowledge is dangerous
And encounters are messy
But I pick my head up and walk past it...

I voted!

Well on Wednesday i said i wouldn't vote and i almost didn't on Friday as well because the polling station didn't have my Voter Picture Identity Card which almost made me hopeless as the officials were clueless too so finally got one made in the ECB office and went to my polling station which was at Motithang Higher Secondary School. I was quite surprised that at 2 pm the hall was empty. So my sister and myself went and the officials were least bothered, didnt do any checkings so we had our mobile phones on and taking pictures. It was our first time voting and we had no idea what to expect. I guess they expected us to know but yes they were quite RUDE for jobless officials just sitting there fiddling on their phones.

My sister took a picture of me casting my vote and when I was going to take hers when i was finally told not to. The man then shouting 'no talking' at the seriousness of it all and  painted our nail with a marker pen. We  then exited the hall after a beep sound was made. There you go my vote is casted and in the evening  the results were out and PDP and DPT were the two contestants yet again for our next general elections.

Vote or no Vote?

Just when I was feeling cooped up away from all the Politics and the dirty business going on in the country, I've been faced with pressure to Vote?
They say one vote really makes a difference but seriously I have no idea who is even in my constituency or what each parties stand for. I may be ignorant or chosen to stay this way because it really doesn't make a difference to me.

Thinking back 5 years ago when the entire constitution was drawn and each citizen was given the right to vote, I was 20 years old and don't remember having much impact then. But with 5 years gone by with DPT as the ruling government, nothing has affected me. So I don't think even now voting for any party would make a difference because I am happily serving His Majesty the King  and i can least be bothered about complaining what the govt is doing and not doing.

If I don't vote they say I wont be able to complain but who wants to complain and about what? I don't think in the next 5 years I will find any reasons to complain against the ruling party just because of my lack of interest in politics.

Period.

Motivational *Wednesday*

Picture Quote Of The Day

Through the Highest Window

Watching the Hailstones from up high
A twitching left cheek
Should i be calm or alarmed?
Sleep bestows upon me
Insomnia from the previous night
Some sort of foreshadow?
Almonds and craving for sugar

Outside the downpour gets heavy
High heels and attitude flashbacks
C'est la vie as
One more matchstick falls down...

Lemon Waters

How far would you go?
Would you climb the highest mountain ?
Would you swim the deepest ocean?
I finally know of a love like this...

He found me as I found him
We both listened, spoke and embraced our differences
He chose to love me hereafter
and I the same...

Never been much of a vocal person
Prefer putting emotions in words
Sensitive and Emotional Is me
But these lips have no intentions to hurt.

Thought chivalry was dead
Until I came across you
My knight in shinning armor
The sunshine of my soul

You gave me a reason to smile
and showed me what love is
Started on a new trust
That's my kinda love...

Headaches and Nausea

It's easy to hold on to problems
The hard part of it is letting go
The trouble is that some problems are not that easy to resolve.

Its tough when its appears from different direction...

Most things don't make a difference

Until you wish to see the changes

Beyond this doubt there is a certain truth 

success after failure and discouragement

with no thought nor expectation

Impermanence: that's the way I see it

Life does goes on

and you leave the old memories behind

to create new ones

Brand new insights and details

You are responsible for your life

So you must do your best
Every moment

Venture for new opportunities 

Sail unto the last glimpse of the twilight

Don't stop giving as it never ends

It's a cycle with abundant rewards

Discover yourself

Discover others

For remember, fear exists only in the mind...