Monday 4 December 2017

Emptiness

The feelings associated with departure
Always leaves a strong impression on me
That emptiness and the hallow feeling
Almost associated with loneliness...

Watching images drift away smaller and smaller
fading into the distance
my heart falls heavy each time you or I leave
yearning until our souls meet next...

The feeling you know so damn sure
And yet the heart is in complete denial

Why does this hurt ten times bad?
Why does this seem too hard to deal?
Why does this heart keep hoping?
Why...?

If this love is pain
Well lets hurt tonight...

I'm suppose to be able to sleep With or without you
But this sleep is far drifted into the horizon
And I'm here wide awake
With all these thoughts running around without any goal...

Scar tissues unable to dispose
Skeletons out of the closet
Forgive and never forget

Trust lost
Trust gained
Decisions and enough with issues already!
 

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