Tuesday 25 July 2023

Who are you?

Why do I keep seeing you in my dreams?
Perhaps that's the safest place for us to meet.

Why do you keep appearing in my dreams?
where you're constantly looking for me,
chasing for that comfort
a love that never was...

Gawa Jinme, a song even in my dreams that stands on repeat.

What is it that I miss about you so much?
Is it all the searching we did for each other?
The painful silence and the unknown,

But I still continue dreaming about you.

Why do I keep seeing you in my dreams?
Why do my memories seem jumbled?
Like pieces of a puzzle from one you, another you, and a new you?

legend has it that if you appear in my dreams,
Is it because you're thinking of me too?

I close my eyes to continue my dream but then you're gone by then
I try to relive it, but the essence of you in it slowly disappears the harder I try,

And I wait for another day to end.
Another night to follow,
So I can try to meet you there again...

 

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