Saturday 25 April 2015

Elite Reasoning

Withdrawing myself from all feelings
I find myself in complete solitude
Like a Venus fly trap I shut quickly!

But I do not expect your sympathy

Been alot of nights I look up to the stars
And wonder if u ever look up too
To those bright sparkles lighting the sky

Why must we pull back from our emotions?

This comfort I feel is empty without you
I do believe in certain things
But you have your opinions too...

Thursday 23 April 2015

4:08 am

I dreamt of you
I dreamt of us
It was so real so I reached out
4:08 on repeat
Unable to sleep
Just tell me that you want me
I'll return back into your arms
I've so many things planned for us
My whole world is better because of you
That's why I know you're the one
I was prepared for what was yet to come
Together I knew we could face anything
So I just had to find myself first
But I don't understand this cold silence
Why you chose that over me?
Free me from this rainfall of spring
For I will bloom like the gardens of eternity
This moment will come to take decisions
And Time will not wait for me nor you
So hurry up and break this cold cold ice!!

Monday 20 April 2015

TOL

This silence was deafening
A hurt I should be use to
To be honest:
I dont think I could ever get use to it

Not even a cold shower could recall
It was me against the ages
Translucent white and a bar stamp
I came to know of this path

A path of low granny Smiths
Even if a black dog startled me
I wasn't going to be afraid
Because I didn't quite know!

Will the real P please stand up! (Feb 2021-October 2023)

What is the use of feeling nostalgia when all I remember is not how hard he loved but rather how I was deceived? Looking back at the thousan...