GoodBye

So this is your Goodbye now? :'(

Rush of emotions
Everything I ever felt crumbled down
Loss of words unable to breathe
I somehow believed it was all real...

Is this how you say Goodbye?
With a pitcher of beer smiling at me!

"Forget me"..., he said
Words easy to whisper, Hard to digest
Where do I tuck away the memories?
This white envelope too thick to burn...

Hundreds of pictures of the same face
Broken promises and -forget me nots-
I thought i would be first at giving up
But Instead I held on...

Where does one bury their secrets?
From the plains to the hills
I want to keep exploring!

Dreams and Plans in the near future
But Who was I kidding?
For the thought of me will always exist
And you will never be alone...

I hate the word Goodbye
For it always ends the burning flame of hope
That spark ignited is lost
And faith in mankind will never be restored...

Goodbye!

I Found You

In this mist of chaos, I found you
When hope seemed lost, I found you
When autumn turned into winter, I found you
When sports lost its glory, I found you
When I saw you, I found you.

Through the butterflies I felt I found you
The feeling of a new found happiness
When all hell around me broke lose
Through the lens I accidently stumbled
The found you on the other side

This naive soul touched my soul
Brought a better light to this darkness
Moments from a smile that melted me
From the innocence of truth I found in you
Brought this reality of to shame

The eyes of freedom need not speak more
For my heart understood the matter alone
And that day I knew I found something in you
That cold December where my heart grew
Watching the bright city lights I found you!

Who You Love?

Oh these tears of love flow gently down the troubled eyes
Is this love because I am crying?

You love who you love
The heart wants what it wants
In this day and age there is no control
When you're mind has been made up
It calls for a beautiful disaster

Stronger than the sweetest chocolate
This taste of the soft lips
An urge now only in the dreams
It leaves me confused
But I enjoy this dream

I can't run away anymore
Even though this lust tempts me further
A feeling only I seem to know
It's all about who you love
And John Mayer was right about that!

I feel hard this time
deeper than deep, blinded but not hidden
Our souls gently touched
And It was left behind